Today its my first day back to PA after 1 week of training. Had a packet of nasi lemak & coffee at the cafe in the morning before getting started for a busy day. Have been working on the tendering process and i want to get it done by tis fri b4 i go for training again next week. Thou,i hav been in office the whole of last week but i didnt go to gym at all...simply too LAZY. Oh no..how to slim down like tat..?
Work till around 745pm and cai is very nice to fetch me home. We went to his house to unload all the things in the van to his 'storeroom'. Well...this blue citrogen van will no longer be my personal vehicle from 2moro onwards. Due to high maintn exp, cai will sell it away and replaced it by a motorcycle. HAHA...10 Years ago..when i know cai....we took motorbike...then now 10 years later...back to motorbike. I respect his decision thou i kn its of a higher risk to ride motor than driving a van.
We went to the Multistorey Carpark near my hse to take the last photo of the van. Cai commented tat im stupid beco i look slanted in the camera when we had photo together. Then he adjust my cheek...hey come on...it hurts ok....Then my mood is not nice anymore...
Actually wat triggers me is also this stupid 'Wa tan hor fun'! B4 we went to MSCP,we bought a pack of hor fun from blk 61.So when its 'phototaking session',i left that hot hor fun at the driver seat. When he came back to the car, he was so angry and threw the whole hor fun to the passenger seat's leg space. Hey...its so dirty there and u jus throw the food there.! I was damn pissed off and breakdown. Thou he apologised to me but im still feeling upset. I guess the cold war has started....he has not called me since we departed...also...i didnt call him too...
Another thng tat upset me is my KELLY....she dont want to play with me and bit me hard. So i put her back to the cage at 1030pm and dont let her out. What lau...today is really a tough day for me....lets hope tomoro will be a better day for me...
Goodnite...
wat can't kill u makes u stronger
08:36
Its been a long time since i blog. Now im sitting in office waiting for cai to fetch me to dover for dinner and then to meet the MP. I dont kn wat will the MP response to us but i really wan to hear his opinion on our appeal. I admit im not one who can articulate very well but i know wat are the issues i want to convey to him.
Was in banking training for this week.Options, forwards, swaps ...oh come on...i know nuts about it and im starting to feel stress when im know my status is 'Bank trained' but i dont have enough exposure to get me well equipped for it. I think i still prefer manufacturing industry where i can physically touch the inventory,analyse the profit trends and expenses just based on common sense. The terminology used by banks are really confusing. But i believe i will appreciate it better when i got more exposure to it.
Today met up with Yuhui during my break.She is really nice, not jus beco she passed me a gift tat she bought from Korea but the most appreciative thing is she put that gift in a nice pouch.Oh ..im so touched. I told her tat if i were her, i wld jus pass the gift directly to my friend and dont bother to put it in a pouch. haha....me beri 'bo sim' hor... wat to do...i also dont know.
We also have discussed tat we may go to JAPAN in this coming OCT... beco i got 2 weeks of leave in OCT. Well, we will wait for NATAS fair and see how it goes.But first of all,i need to get clearance from my 'All affairs minister'...Mr Wang to see if he allows me to go or not. Actually i got a feeling tat he wouldnt allow me to go. If this is ON, this will be the 2nd time me and YUHUI goes for trips after our 21 days touring Western Europe. She is someone who loves to plan for trips and im someone who can obey...so we makes a good pair for travelling. (^ u* )
These days i got a very weird trend of thought. Everytime, i go shopping ...it seems like i have more disposable income after the increment. So tis afternoon,we got 2.5hrs of lunchbreak, me,ereen and yihui took MRT to Orchard for lunch and shopping.Me bought a MANGO blouse for S$29...only 30% off its usual list price. I should save up and not anyhow spend $$$.
Yesterday, dad told me tat he saw a baby owl at the tree near the carpark. Its eyes were big and starring at dad. So i ask dad...y u didnt bring it back home to feed it..maybe its hungry or injured? At the back of my mind, i feel tat we shd help these feathered friends esp when they are injured or cant find their way home. My intention was not to breed them but to help them to recover so that they can proceed on to their intended destination. So dad questioned me back,"So there are so many pple straving and helpless....how r u goin to help them?" My instant answer "I will help when i can." So this brings back to the issue on "What will u do when u see beggar along the streets or handicapped selling tissues/sweets for a living along the street?' I sincerely pray hard tat a social worker will see them and gave them a helping hand. Personally, i feel tat its not tat effective to donate $ or purchase items from them as these will not last them forever. I hope to know some social workers so tat next time when i see any unfortunate pple, im able to give my helping hand.
Whow...have been typing for 20mins and cai is still not here yet. Im feeling so sleepy le. I think i shall end my entry for today here. Byebye
Me and Yuhui at London-Ben
wat can't kill u makes u stronger
03:32
I am so angry!How can u do throw such a temper at my dear kelly! Wat kah,if u dont like to hear wat i say,then ignore it!Oh my,im really afraid he is like wat depicts in the show i hav jus watched.Please... may lord buddha bless me tat i will not suffer under his hands and he is not a demon. I really hate it when he lose his cool.Is he too tempremantal or am i too soft?
He does not practise buddhist teaching of [Right mindfulness].A person with self respect with the right state of mind will control his temper. Well,hope love can help him change for the better.
wat can't kill u makes u stronger
07:08
Finally sort out some of the blog's html..phew. Well,today alot of my collegues asked if im resigning? Ehmm..how can tat be? I aspired to be a partner of the firm..haha...no lar...its still too early to leave this industry. Well,its hard to say,if im not happy working there,i will then chose a better career path. Considering the 'rejections' i received from the firm, perhaps i lack of 'tat partner's calibre'. Actually not considered reject bah, i applied for Australia's CPA programme,got the chance of being interviewed but got kicked out after the first interview. Then i applied for China secondment, no action noted from the HR. : = Its ok, for the first incident, i told myself its a 'blessing in disguise' beco there's a bond to it and the latter one, i told myself tat perhaps im still junior ..so mus be well trained in Spore b4 venturing out...哈真乐观的我。
Talking abt y everyone asked me if im resigning.Haha,its beco of my MSN nick " Tender Tendering Tenderer" Haha...im studying the tendering procedures for my client,tats y these few words came to my msn nick. So when pple ask me, i told them 'dont know'...if u cant convince them,confuse them! True enough,they are totally confuse by meee...
Everyday when i go home, i will greet my mum& dad and then followed by Kelly. Whose Kelly?She/he is my 1yr3mth++ lovebird. Y i say is she/he beco i dont kn kelly's gender. But i prefer to address this feathered friend of mine as a HER. Now tat im writing this post,she is besides me preening her furs and when i call her name she will 'siir sir " back to me.
Kelly is really my best companion. Everytime when som1 opens the door,she will whistle and it will alert the family tat som1 is back : ) So smart of her rite? Tell u one incident tat she is really smart. Jia told me tat she was in huat's utility's room and all doors are closed. So tat one afternoon, an ah nei was knocking at the door and jia dont kn y..seems not to hear it. So Kelly heard it and whistle non-stop. On hearing Kelly's non-stop whistling, she then realised tat some1 was at the door. Kudos to Kelly!
Kelly entered to my life with courtesy from one of my MOPA's friend. I fetched her home when she is about 1 mth old,fully weaned. (weaned means dont have to rely on formula & can feed on seeds). Actually Kelly is not my first parrot.B4 kelly, i have a budgie named Candy; who is as cute but passed away beco of illness abt 1 year ago. I remembered clearly tat i was at Nokia tat day when mum called my hp and announced Candy's death. Im so hurt and sad to hear the news.But i realised tat tis could b the end of suffering for this lifetime and so i prayed hard tat Candy will be able to 投胎做人 in her next life.
This makes me appreciate a teaching,not even for human beings and for animals as well...all beings will 生老 病死. So wat is the teachings behind this? To appreciate and respect all beings when they are alive. This brings me to think about if there is 'another life' when pple left this world? Pple burning tons of joss papers and offeringS to the deceased and i understand tis is a fillal act of them but i sincerely hope that they are also fillal to the deceased when they are still alive.
Wwhow...i realised tat i can actually write alot.hehe....ok... great finalle for today's post will be picts of my cutie kelly...Enjoy.
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wat can't kill u makes u stronger
06:10
Welcome...Sadajie..! This is my first entry to my very own blog.Thanks to brother huat and jia. Oh no, i foreseen that in weeks to come, i will be a HTML expert...all the designs and decor to the blog have to be written in html. So why do i chose this date to 'commence' my blog?Reason is simple,beco today is xicai's birthday and when pple asked me ' when u start blogging?', i can reply them instantly. hehe...but i cant let him kn i got this blog..beco he doesnt like it. Well, my purpose of having a blog is to document down all my thought process and the happenings encountered during the day.I realised that my memory is failing and i need to write down somewhere wat i have been through before. Ok...i shall stop my typing for today...beco my laptop's battery is getting low and i didnt bring the charger back today. Bye..PP...talk to u tomoro.ps: I am dialing to UoB..while im writing this blog.30mins later..finally a lady answered and tell me that this will be pending for approval. What lah...go ahead and pend...and i will cancel the card..tell u...they will regret losing this valuable customer.
wat can't kill u makes u stronger
07:39
